Join: Jul 25, 2008

Name: abusesurvivor

Gender: Female

Hometown: Union City

Location: Jackson, TN, US

Videos Watched: 28

Subscribers: 171

Channel Views: 5381

Books: The Bible, Redeeming Love

Movies: I love all kinds of movies except for scary. Some of my favorite movies are The Notebook, Enough, Pirates of the Carribbean, Pursuit of Happyness, The Ultimate Gift. My favorite tv shows include Charmed, Smallville, Veronica Mars, and the Bionic Woman

Music: anything

Hobbies: art, singing, writing, reading, helping others, computers, music, movies

Allow me to introduce myself. My name is Amber Carwile. I am a young Christian woman who would do almost anything for the people I love. I love hanging out with friends and family. I also love to have fun. By having fun, I mean just sitting down with friends; laughing, playing games...simply hanging out (good, clean fun). I love to smile and laugh, and I love to make others smile and laugh. I am an only child. However, I have two best friends who are more like sisters than friends. We have been through so much together, and they have always been there for me. I hope that never changes. Their names are Summer and Katie.

I am also a SURVIVOR of childhood sexual abuse. I would do almost anything to protect innocent children from the pain I went through. I am very active in right to life and abuse awareness causes. I am currently attending school to get my degree in art (preferably web-design). My main dreams are to work with children and with abuse victims (victims of domestic violence, rape, etc...). Therefore, I plan on using my degree in art to help do webpages, and also art therapy for abuse prevention centers. I'm also currently trying to find a way to start a program in my area for adult survivors of sexual abuse and rape: a place to get together and talk and share.

I have been diagnosed with clinical depression and bi-polar disorder. I have recently been put into the hospital for a nervous breakdown and suicidal thoughts. Even though I'm doing better and I'm learning to trust in the Lord more, some days are better than others. I still get depressed, but with the support of my family and friends, and with the main support of God, I am doing so great. I'm enjoying life again, and I'm ready to start helping others. I hope to continue to get happier and stronger in my Christian faith each and every day. However, I still need constant prayers of my family and friends. If you want to know anything else about me, feel free to send me a message and ask.

Videos (8)

Love of Mom and Dad -- Laws Family Memories

  • Length: 7:42
  • Rating Average: 5.00 from 2 people
  • View Count: 749
  • Author: abusesurvivor

Tags: family  grandfather  memorial 

This is a video I created in memory of my grandfather. It was my Christmas present to my family

Set Me Free

  • Length: 4:27
  • Rating Average: 4.83 from 6 people
  • View Count: 2375' favoriteCount='18
  • Author: abusesurvivor

Tags: Casting  Christian  Crowns  Depression  Free  Me  Set 

This is a video I made to the song "Set Me Free" by Casting Crowns. All of the pictures I found on the internet, and the video clips were from short advertisements or documentaries about depression. This is my newest video...I haven't made one in a long time. I hope that this video will help alot...

The Notebook - I'll Be Seeing You

  • Length: 3:40
  • Rating Average: 4.91 from 132 people
  • View Count: 77430' favoriteCount='491
  • Author: abusesurvivor

Tags: Be  I'll  Notebook  Seeing  The  You 

the best love story ever

Favorites (1)

DJ Sammy - Heaven 9-11 (Remix)

  • Length: 4:6
  • Rating Average: 4.87 from 8107 people
  • View Count: 11121185' favoriteCount='15271
  • Author: Angelove91

Tags: 9-11  Angelove91  DJ  Heaven  Sammy 

This is a video I made for 9/11 which is a terrible tragedy even for French people as far as I know, I came home from School, I turn on the TV and directly from New York, I saw the first plane being crashed into one of the tower. I was shocked. Really. It's hard to lose someone you love in a way...